How have you changed in the past 3 years?

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I indeed have thought a change in my life, but the strength of that assumption fades away by what the reality has to show: I am still as silent, still as unsocial, still make as less sense sometimes.
Those are the aspects of my grown character and I cannot change them, no matter what I do.
The things, which can be proved, however, are more likely to my appearance: I can now grow a beard -woohoo - to cover the ugliness of my face and I've gain a little weight. But In the end, I can say that nothing has changed, only the age by 3 long years. As others of my age are living their lives, I am on my eternal search for it. I belong to that desperate cast.