Childhood fears?

[Simpanra]

Im scared of forgetting, so many people in my family tree have had alzheimer's including my grand mother who died of it. My mum seems to be showing symptoms of it too. Every night before i go to bed i can actually tell what i will have forgotten by morning, even just small things like what i was planning to wear the next day, i will have to write them down in order to remember them when i wake up, its upsetting knowing i will one day forget all the things that matter, and how it is already showing so soon in my life, im 16.