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Being heartbroken by a girl I deeply loved in a really cruel and despicable way, it took me a whole year to recover.
But well, when comparing this to things other fellow forum members had to go through, I can say life has been kind to me.
My sincere regards to Scrapper and Ashtoreth.

(06-29-2013, 03:48 PM)Scraper Wrote: [ -> ]My father commiting suicide when I was about 2-3 years old. My mother drinking my whole childhood. Having no real friends as a child and being bullied in school and every community I've ever been.

Story of my life.

How ironic is it that just some hundred of miles away, in my country, it's the other way around?

Here someone with your childhood issues would turn him into a bully, but bullies here are not tolerated. They are hated and beaten to death if tried anything to hurt a kind person.

And a kid in school with problems tends to have more attention and friends than any normal one.
So, if you are fat, black, redhead, it doesn't make you different, but special.
You can use words like nigga as affectionate nickname. Racism is null.

But at the same time, crime and poverty keep very active.
So not everything is colorful.

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(06-29-2013, 03:18 PM)failedALIAS Wrote: [ -> ]Watching my father's mind rot before my very eyes over a period of three years.

Same. He had a very advanced Parkinson.
Also when my grandfather died. I cried a lot and was mad at everyone.

I find it always funny that those people who I've talked about my life always seem to tell me that I have lots of grudge.

Well... No shit, Sherlock? Who wouldn't in my situation.
Many times I see some truly happy child with proper parents, mostly with their father, I get very empty feel inside since all that kid learns right at that moment, I should have already learned 15 years ago and I just found about it yesterday - on my own.

EDIT: To be fair, I'm pretty satisfied with who I am right now. Even though all the stuff about life that I've learned are mostly by myself. But in general, right now, life is good.

Besides, who would I be if my life was just an ordinary nobody's life? For some reason, I don't want to know...

(06-29-2013, 11:31 AM)Paddy Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-29-2013, 06:48 AM)Chronofluff Wrote: [ -> ]unrequited love

Requited love which becomes unrequited later is arguably worse!

I don't know what the former feels like.

Aw, you poor things,
GROUP HUG


So, one day I sat in front of my brand new wacom tablet, unable to find inspiration/put anything down on the canvas.
Other than that, shotacon.

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(06-29-2013, 09:06 PM)Chronofluff Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-29-2013, 11:31 AM)Paddy Wrote: [ -> ]

(06-29-2013, 06:48 AM)Chronofluff Wrote: [ -> ]unrequited love

Requited love which becomes unrequited later is arguably worse!

I don't know what the former feels like.

Like, being tossed away?

oh yeah and i have a really horrible anxiety disorder which means i get panic attacks weekly which are like the worst thing to ever happen ever

ever

forever ever

(06-29-2013, 09:06 PM)Chronofluff Wrote: [ -> ]I don't know what the former feels like.

You will. And I'm not saying that to make you feel better, either haha. Love is coming to GET YOU!!!1!11

(06-29-2013, 10:04 PM)Kman Wrote: [ -> ]oh yeah and i have a really horrible anxiety disorder which means i get panic attacks weekly which are like the worst thing to ever happen ever

ever

forever ever

Anxiety is a fucker. Even posting here gives me palpations Do you see a shrink or take meds or anything? CBT (Cognitive Behavioural Therapy) can be helpful with anxiety/depression. I prefer SIT (Shut-In Therapy) - I stay indoors where they can't get me!

nah, i've mostly been able to deal with it on my own. that's a lot of the reason why i started becoming more interested in music cause it gave me a sort of catharsis through it and let me vent off my emotions, so now whenever it starts getting to me really bad i'll just go somewhere no one can bug me and jam until it's not as bad anymore

So, you're actually deeper than you give us to believe.

lol no i have a japanese girl with a bag full of water over her head as an avatar do u actually think there's any depth to me