Please help me with my decision!

[Straxedix]

I know it won't be best one because...i don't know,what i was having in plan was so big,really big,but all that work for...nothing ? I'm just a kid can i really make this ? Can i make someone proud playing my Full Conversion ? It's just too strange to me.

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I'm maybe lazy Badcat5550 but when i start to make a maps and stuff it goes fun,but it's hard to start,i got ideas for my work,but when i sit on my chair and start with work it all disappears,it has some fun with it but over and over making it without any help,it is hard. But still i look at future,what will happen when i finish it. I can't wait ! But still i'm scared if no one likes it.