fun ride

[Nice]

not exactly how to start but well i'll just try to put everything plainly, i've been here for a long time and at the beginning i never thought i'd become so attached to this community

i'll save you the speech, in short - love you all

however things started taking a turn in my life, not one thing, just a huge pile of personal issues I have which god forbidd i share them publicly on a forum. I changed, my everyday mood, attitude and the way I think about people. The reason for me leaving this community is because I dont want to say something bad which I'd never say in the first place if everything was alright.

I'm also going to be avoiding skype contacts, because I really dont want to drag anyone down into the pit with me. Half of me really wants someone that I can talk too or someone that would try to keep me up but the other half is reasonable and respectful enough to make sure I keep the negativity away from everyone and just like me, everyone else has problems too and the last thing anyone needs is my problems on top of theirs aswell

i dont want a drama and i dont have the energy to keep typing so i'll call it

Gonna miss you all dearly!