I respectfully make my last post in this thread. There was never a point in living. You live because you want to. It's not like you had any purpose before. You might have though you had, but you hadn't. One's only purpose is to be happy.
And all I said can be wrong since anything can be wrong. There are several realities and you choose yours cause it's impossible, truly impossible to know or not what's real and what's not. We could live in an illusion as you could think off if you saw movies like "The Dark City".
Besides, your subconscious is still you... Just not the you you think.
Quote:“Free will is an illusion,” Sam Harris writes. “Our wills are simply not of our own making.”
Today I dreamt the life I could live forever. You only know that when you feel it for you know not what you like until you've experienced it.