Not scared of Amnesia anymore, and it's ruined the game for me

[hollowleviathan]

Sadly, it just seems like you're unable more than unwilling to enjoy the game as intended. There's no easy way to regain the spark. You could try promising yourself that one of the rules of playing is that you log out for the day if a monster catches you/you die, to add consequences that you fear for not playing cautiously.